[Goddamn he wants to hug Ingo right now. That can be his reward for doing what he needs to do in this place! He can wait! But it sure would be nice. In any case, he actually smiles at this, even though it's a bit watery.]
I'm glad, you know. That there was still hope . . . I hope now you know it. I'll help you remember it, but it isn't only that . . . your life since then has been valuable.
[He steps away. Is this train moving? Has it been waiting while he does this?]
[nnnNNNNNNN he wants to look at all of them but he does feel a little bad knowing he's here to help and can't actually do that if he spends all his time peeking . . . ONE more. One more! But how can he choose just one more?! This is terrible! He can guess who the snake-headed man and scaled woman are, at least, and he's unlikely to get any information out of that that Ingo wouldn't just tell him. Teenage Ingo is so cute . . . stoic Emmet he feels he can kind of predict . . .
You tried. You tried very hard. You were determined to be the best boyfriend you could for her. You thought nothing of yourself, and even found it an exciting challenge to respond to her ever-heightening demands. Even in that moment, where you hesitated, you let her convince you that she was what you should focus on. And for what? After all that, hesitating was still too much. Her rejection of you didn't come long after that. She saw into your heart and saw that you cared about your brother more than you cared about her, and nothing else mattered after that. You didn't even let yourself perceive that as the reality for a long time. That was the one thing that wasn't going to change, whoever your partner was. If that's the dealbreaker, then what?
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I'm glad, you know. That there was still hope . . . I hope now you know it. I'll help you remember it, but it isn't only that . . . your life since then has been valuable.
[He steps away. Is this train moving? Has it been waiting while he does this?]
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He picks the text message.]
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[Primly. And then he finally resists temptation and goes to sit in a seat, with Sharpedo settling next to him.]
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